i'm affraid

I don't know how i can start it. I even can't talk anything with them without judge. I want talk about my live, my love, how i wanna be. But i can't. It's like there's a big distance around us. Hey, i'm here and im not kids anymore. I had my own opinion, i had my own live! I want tell them that i love him very much and i want spend my live with him. marriage him, he was my right one. He was the person who i choose. Please, let me with him. Even he ever hurt me, but its call love isn't? There's no love without pain. Please understand us. We meant to be together. God give me your way ..