i'm affraid

I don't know how i can start it. I even can't talk anything with them without judge. I want talk about my live, my love, how i wanna be. But i can't. It's like there's a big distance around us. Hey, i'm here and im not kids anymore. I had my own opinion, i had my own live! I want tell them that i love him very much and i want spend my live with him. marriage him, he was my right one. He was the person who i choose. Please, let me with him. Even he ever hurt me, but its call love isn't? There's no love without pain. Please understand us. We meant to be together. God give me your way ..

Forgive Me

All of those memories, when were met for the first time, when we promised to be together forever for the first time, all about our first time. Im sorry, i broke all of that things. Im sorry, i dissapointed you. Im sorry i can't be your little girl anymore. Im sorry for all mistake i've made. Im sorry to made you cried. Im sorry to mad of you. Im sorry i can't let our love die. Im sorry i miss your kiss. Im sorry i miss your hug. Im sorry i miss your touch. Im sorry i can't help myself. Im sorry, I Love You..

The Last Words

"Him" .. I Love him like a crazy, he fill my live with a wonderfull dreams come true. He was my ONLY prince. From the first time were met, i even never tought i can be that crazy enough. Every single day i spent my time with him. Proud to be the only one who there beside him. Just by see his smile i can feel butterfly in my stopmatch. Just by walk beside him i can feel like all world on my hand. We had our dreams, marriage, have one or two childrens, live together, help each other, make an cup of coffe every morning, see his face when i wake up in the morning, have a great night when we miss each other, its like a fairytale. We promise that we will always together no matter what the problems come pass by. 4 years we have been together. Happyness, sadness, laugh, cry, we still hold our promise. I never imagine how my live could be without him. And i know he love me so much, he cry for me. I found my right one. But, all of those things change. I damage our promise, i've done something worst. And i see with my tears on my eyes as he walk away. He told me that he didn't love me anymore. He throw away all of that memories, me and him. Im never mean to cheat, i dont want another guy, i just want him. i just can recalling when he said "I LOVE YOU" to me and i take my hand on my heads and start to cry. He dont wanna listen my voice, dont want to touch my body, dont want to walk by my side, he dont want me anymore. I just want tell him how much i really care, how much i really love, how much i really want him. But he never want to hear me. And i stay here, prove that i love him with all of my soul. Even he said im slut, even he said that he hate me, even he said that he dont want live with me anymore, just remeber babe, im still here.. with all of those pain. Even my heart fell to the pieces, i can show you what true love it is. If you dont want listen my voice, just listen your heart. I still keep our love in my heart. My last words, for my dearest love.. its never be over..